I said that last night...and I when I did, I realized that after all the crap I have been through recently, I was happy. No, I can never erase the memory and I wouldn't want to. I had the crappiest childhood...abuse, living in shelters, scared for my life, but no matter what I always remembered all the little things that made me happy and I smiled. People that know me know that I appreciate EVERYTHING! I really wish I could help everyone. It's so hard to walk away from somebody that needs help...but when it comes to me needing help, the only person I depend on is myself... I can always count on me, because in the end it's just ME. This last incident was different though...I actually asked for help. Help for encouragement, for understanding, for a shoulder to cry on...for a friend. And I don't think if it wasn't for them I would be lost and sad. Everything happens for a reason and this was a BIG wake up call. You live, You learn, but always remember to love yourself in the end.
"Every mistake I made, I couldn't of made without you..." but thank you, bc I wouldn't be who I am today.
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