Thursday, April 30, 2009

sometimes i get bored and write....

Talk to me
The night has just begun
We have until the sun comes up
Distant is a mile
A mile brings me to you
Space is all that’s between us
But no matter how much space
You know how I feel
Longing is suffering
I suffer because of distance
But on this night
You have me here
My suffering has seized
And you are mine once more.

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What I didn’t want,
I ended up wanting.
What I thought was there
Wasn’t there at all.
What I never had
Is what I’m afraid to lose.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I stole this from LORENA, just thought id give it a try and see how many ive done so far.....mine are in BOLD. 1. Started your own blog 2. Slept under the stars 3. Played in a band 4. Visited Hawaii 5. Watched a meteor shower 6. Given more than you can afford to charity 7. Been to Disneyland 8. Held a praying mantis 9. Climbed a mountain 10. Sang a solo 11. Bungee jumped. 12. Visited Paris 13. Watched a lightning storm at sea 14. Taught yourself an art from scratch 15. Adopted a child 16. Had food poisoning 17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty 18. Grown your own vegetables 19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France 20. Slept on an overnight train 21. Had a pillow fight 22. Hitch hiked 23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill 24. Built a snow fort 25. Held a lamb 26. Gone skinny dipping 27. Run a marathon 28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice 29. Seen a total eclipse 30. Watched a sunrise or sunset 31. Hit a home run 32. Been on a cruise 33. Seen Niagara Falls in person 34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors 35. Seen an Amish community 36. Taught yourself a new language 37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied 38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person 39. Gone rock climbing 40. Seen Michelangelo's David 41. Sung karaoke 42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt 43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant 44. Visited Africa 45. Walked on a beach by moonlight 46. Been transported in an ambulance 47. Had your portrait painted 48. Gone deep sea fishing 49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person 50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris 51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling 52. Walked in the rain 53. Played in the mud 54. Gone to a drive-in theater 55. Been in a movie 56. Visited the Great Wall of China 57. Started a business 58. Taken a martial arts class 59. Visited Russia 60. Served at a soup kitchen 61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies 62. Gone whale watching 63. Got flowers for no reason 64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma 65. Gone sky diving 66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp 67. Bounced a check 68. Flown in a helicopter 69. Saved a favorite childhood toy 70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial 71. Eaten Caviar 72. Pieced a quilt 73. Stood in Times Square 74. Toured the Everglades 75. Been fired from a job 76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London 77. Broken a bone 78. Been on a speeding motorcycle 79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person 80. Published in a book 81. Visited the Vatican 82. Bought a brand new car 83. Walked in Jerusalem 84. Had your picture in the newspaper 85. Read the entire Bible 86. Visited the White House 87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating 88. Had chickenpox 89. Saved someone's life (I'm an organ donor..hopefully oneday i will) 90. Sat on a jury 91. Met someone famous 92. Joined a book club 93. Lost a loved one 94. Had a baby 95. Seen the Alamo in person 96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake 97. Been involved in a law suit 98. Owned a cell phone 99. Been stung by a bee 100. Read an entire book in one day

Party Is OVER, I WANT MY HAIR BACK!




Ok so...i've always had long beautiful brown hair. After my breakup with my ex..I don't know why...I decided to cut my hair and I colored my hair and had blondish lowlights. This was late December, it is now April. I wanted to let my hair grow, but my sister wanted me to do something different for my birthday, so i did, and now i have bangs, lol. But now the party is over and it's back to the normal racene...the real racene....i love being ordinary.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

happy birthday to me...

I had a dreamStrange it may seemIt was my perfect dayOpen my eyesI realizeThis is my perfect dayHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldDo-do-do-doBirds in the skyThey look so highThis is my perfect dayI feel the breezeI feel at easeIt is my perfect dayHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldHope you never grow oldForever youngI hope you stayForever young

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


this is me.


R - radiant

A - awesome

C - corny

E - elegant

N - nice

E - ethical